Up until last night, I was a tortured man. There are so many things that I want to buy, and only a limited amount of money I have to spend on those things.
I want all of these things almost exactly the same amount. My conflicting desires have catapulted me into a Zen state of complete lack of desire. I'm pulled in so many directions, that I am perfectly still. It's very nice, really.
Unfortunately, I just found a cheap Dell box on Craigslist, so that's going to go downhill very quickly.